Here's some poems, feel free to tell me what you think
If you love someone
nothing else matters
if something else matters
you don’t love them
A woman
A woman, so pale and lovely in my sight,
walks wonderfully strong in her own light.
In the past she lay peacefully in bed,
a small child in my arms.
And as a mother, she moved her hands,
holding my swollen stomach removing pain.
But will she ever again be my lover,
moving my mind and reclaiming my heart?
Nymphomania/unsatisfied
Raging against the pull towards anyone who looks,
Most of who misunderstand my feelings towards them.
It's not their faces I see,
it's who they are and what they are,
their roles as father's suns, or single bodyparts.
It's a curse I'd wish on no one, a raging wind,
full of sand, hurting as it slams against my skin.
And to leave it unsatisfied is hell on earth,
yet that is the role I chose to live.
Amour
Now that I know the truth I wonder who she is,
-the one your heart loves.
It’s said yous seem to like each other
and yet try as I might I can not hate.
But finding a French love poem lying on your desk
the thought of yous in be lying as we once did,
I miss you.
yet you were never the person I knew.
As the purpose of our relationship
has run it’s course to the full
I know that now I’m the fool,
since I still love you
I needed you for what you were unable to give
and no mater how much I changed,
you never touched my soul.
But you filled my laughter with joy.
And now when you say that I still make you laugh,
The clowns performance as your fool rings hurtful true
So no one will hear my laughter ring out till I have grieved,
till all my anger and happiness, sorrow and pain
has been caged incompany with my love for you.
Letting you go
Slowly I’m letting you go,
everyone says I should.
I don’t want to, I love you.
If I didn’t I wouldn’t
but I’ve lost the fight
and you don’t want me
sleeping in your bed anymore.
It’s over
It’s over but I don’t believe it,
you have left me for another,
in the year that I need you most
warm sun will shine in your face
while the sea rain will run down mine.
One Day
They say one day,
I will feel no pain.
They say one day,
I will met another.
They say one day,
I will not love you.
Yes that day will come,
but only when grass
covers my grave.
Again
again I miss you
again I think of you
again I today I cried
I Say
I say to you,
set me free,
send me away.
Let me be.
But I pray to you,
please don't let me go
Love me.
Privet Rain
First here and now there.
The knowing of you, knowing me,
Gives me the want to see,
a world so wide and fair.
A world full of amazing senses
Sweet smells and tempting tastes
- a landscape of possible faces,
But bright colors aren't solid bases
For the person I seek in goodness and foolishness
in strength and weakness is held in people I've met.
And only when I become the person I truly am
will I truly live to come a person I can love.
Home
God, you made her voice so lovely,
deep, caring, warm, so reminiscent of home.
-I remember how we used to talk of home.
A place we felt in each others arms.
Ghosts.
Walking, with you at my side,
I wonder as the women passing by.
Your head drops,
is it the slight acknowledge
to a yesternight spent together
or to just a midnight kiss?
I’ll never dare ask,
and it’s not my any more place.
I’ll just wonder how stupid I was,
and how many ghosts filled your bed.
Smile
There's a smile in the world
leading me in the danceless ball
Searching for the twin stars
born of eyes held in a blue stone
In the blue stone on a golden chain
hung by a lover around a neck,
A neck, white and sleek,
-light snow on a winter's night
And so I walk, yearning forever
never to rest in my quest
for strong and capable, nailbitten and raw,
remembering her woman's hands
Want!
There is nothing in this world I want
-but I'd like a good many things.
Cute hair clips, sassy T-shirts,
and of course sweet things to eat.
But the verb to want, springs from need,
and I need for nothing.
Somewhere there is a silent whisper,
"I need to be loved by you"
But I can't destroy your life to forfill my need,
and I refuse this imperfection.
So in concession I write it at the top of the list,
-I would like to be loved by her.
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